Farewell for now...

This is my last publish for heaven knows how long... Currently I need a space for expression without any "censorship board"... Online journal clearly is not the best avenue for me to express & reflect on my love & emotions...

So long, farewell... ... ...

Random Thoughts

Chit chatting with Dar over the phone now... ... ...

just got off the phone... ... ...

Local bosses, especially Chinese are so stingy & calculative. Worse if emplyees are still under probation. Conclusion is, for as long as we are employed by someone else, we are all pawns & ikan billis of our bosses... the lucky ones will get bosses who treats them as assets to the company, which should be the case.

Not ready for a kid yet... but children's definitely one of the most recurring topic of conversations lately, be it with family or friends... I LOVE children... but still wanna enjoy the freedom I've been yearning for the past 4yrs, & have just been enjoying for the past 2 months... Think my cousin Guanru is REALLY cute & sensible! Credits must go to his full-time MUM! Of course, we can't forget Guohua Shushu who must've have, like Dar, made lotsa sacrifices for this to happen. With his qualification, or rather lack of qualification, being the sole bread winner for a family of 3, with a flat & big van to pay for, it must be tough & stressful... But I guess the greatest consolation is when he can be with his happy family, with such an obedient, adorable & sensible boy...

Holiday's Over... :(

It is clear that the long luxurious CNY holiday is over when I don't see Dar as much, I don't enjoy the luxury of Dar chaufferring me around as much, & we all start to go back to our daily & almost routine work everyday...

Love the sound of water created by the crystal fountain we got last Sunday, especially when I'm alone at home. In fact, I'm hearing it now... it's really soothing & relaxing... :) I can also see many angels "living" in all the crystals, especially the clear quartz ball, they appear like ancient wall paintings! It's amazingly beautiful! :) The cooling & soft green colour of the florite cave is also very pleasant to look at. :)

Had a new assignment to do a small landscape for the website of "The Story of Tea", plus few other artwork for the website & also packaging. Only spoke over the phone until yesterday when I met up with the couple, whom we share lotsa similarity :) It's really nice to meet such people, for then we can be each other's moral support :) After our discussion, had a better understanding of what Pauline wants, so will have to make changes to what I've already done.

Pa Mee - My 2nd VERY Successful Attempt :)

This time I used all the "more traditional" ingredients. Some more I got the red hot cut chilli buddy & most importantly, Mum's magic crispy cang yu. Wala!!! :D It was so good for Dar that he asked for more! hehe... but there was no more... :P